Seriously, now!

So, you go back to being the boy we all knew was there, lurking under your false caring persona. You go back to the boy we all knew when he was 16 years old, but you are 30 years older. Again, you leave a good person because you grew bored or whatever. You were always embarrassed of the better half of you, but you put on a good face for the last four or five years, didn't you. Then you shut your family out. The family who still loves you even though you insist on hurting the ones who are closest to you. Hiding away from everyone. Leaving your brother in the dark. Your phone number is restricted when you call him so he can't call you. He has no idea why he is left out in the cold like this and he will always love you. I wish that this holiday season, you will find a way to know that people still love you and still want to be a part of your crazy world. It isn't really about the way you behave in your personal life, it's about people needing to give you the love you deserve. Your brother doesn't even know where you live anymore. SAD! Come on, now! Time to grow up!